Queen bee's world

Assalamu'alaikum, blogger! How are you? Hope everything run well as His decision. aaaaaamiiiiin yap! Today, my twenty-two turns to twenty-third. Feeling different with some steps behind that. I'm feeling that age is not a happiness thing to celebrate. I think to what much things that I've done before this 23. However it doesn't mean I'm not being to thankful to Allah SWT bout this. I'm really soo blessed because of Him. He lets me get many experiences and save my good deeds for the endless life ahead. This age, I've already being a teacher in one of schools nearest my parents' house. It's one of good benefit that I have to thank to Allah cause I can save many things with this condition. Allah also lets me dig more experience in one good islamic course here. I'm so delightful with it. Honestly, many parts of my lives that I wanna share here. But the routines make me too busy to open this. I hope one day I can post it all here. So, th...

Allah akan mengangkat orang yang berilmu lagi beriman beberapa derajat diantaramu (Al Qur'an)  Sungguh, betapa mulia orang yang berilmu, apalagi dia yang berilmu lagi beriman. Hal ini mengingatkan saya pada materi pelajaran Qur'an Hadits yang saya dapat saat berseragam putih biru. Guru saya pun berkata saat itu, lebih baik mana orang yang berilmu, beriman atau berilmu lagi beriman? Saat itu guru saya menjelaskan, jadilah orang yang berilmu lagi beriman, karna dengan ilmu mu kau akan semakin mengimanin ke-dahsyat-an di sekitar mu yang telah Allah berikan, dan karna iman mu lah kau akan terjaga dari ego yang ada pada ilmu mu. Yap, punya ilmu namun tak beriman bisa menjadikan kita angkuh, atau malah terlihat bodoh dimata orang lain. Iman menjadikan dirimu menjadi pribadi yang baik, jauh dari ke-angkuh-an maupun kesombongan akan hal yang mungkin sebenarnya kau belum tahu betul hal tersebut, Alhamdulillah apa yang diajarkan guru saya masih terngiang. Semoga ini bisa jadi pe...

Being human is a fabulous thing.. Being woman is also a great thing.. Life with believe to Allah SWT is gorgeous! Your life is full of unpredictable moment. Your choices are unconsciously be chosen or realized Being great is a decision DO as best as u can DO as believe as u do Let Him do the rest.....

suddenly hear this We've been connected all this time By an invisible string attached From your heart to mine We circle the obvious like Satellites that roam around the earth No. I'm never gonna let you go maybe this lyric refers to them whom has just got married. Yap, I prefer getting proposal marriage to getting a question of being only be a girlfriend. Whatever all of u've said to me, I have many reasons for it. One of them is heart feeling. Yap, man whom asking u to be his wife is a great man, gentleman. It means that he knows how to express his love truly. He knows how to respect the women. That's truly love. I can love you easy If you give me the chance Suddenly we feel so close And it happens so fast Let's take tonight This heart can't lie believe me Baby I can love you easy. yap, if the she gives the chance. The chance is marriage. I prefer this word because the next lyric said, suddenly they feel so close and happens so fast. Marriage ...

In several days ago, my facebook account fulled of notifications. I've just tought it may be notifications from the games that I'm playing. When I checked it up, I was wrong. The notifications are sent for some comments in my old picture. Yes, I've uploaded my childhood time when my father was alive. He was died when I was in elementary school. On that picture, I was one month old and my father hugged me tight and showed his great smile to the camera. I've uploaded that picture in 3 years ago, but dont know why my aunt (my mom's sister) added the comment that she was surprised cause of that picture, then my cousin also added comment (I think because that photo had become popular in their "home account") that I've got my father's face and I'm a girl version of my father. Those comment are okay fomme, maybe they just remember about him.

InsyaAllah jadi pribadi lebih baik lagi. Mewujudkan mimpi-mimpi yang ada dan melanjutkan mimpi yang telah tercapai menjadi mimpi yang wujudnya lebih indah Bismillahhirrahmanirrahiiiiim.. Subhanallah walhamdulillah... 3X mendapatkan pengingat berkurangnya waktu di dunia dalam indahnya Ramadhan.. 3X merasakan sensasi yang berbeda dalam pertambahan angka usia. Semoga terus bisa menjadi lebih baik..baik..dan baik... Hari ini di waktu 22 tahun yang lalu, ibu saya melahirkan saya. Pada usia saya kini, ibu saya telah menikah dan di tahun ke-23 nya melahirkan saya. Ah...  Ibupun memulai gurauannya lagi, namun lebih menyentil dibanding gurauan ketika ku masuki angka 21 itu. "Di usia kamu nih besok, mama udah nikah sama papa loh, ka!" Saya hanya diam tanpa ekspresi, sepertinya saya mulai cemas memilih ekspresi tuk kalimat ibuku yang satu itu. Salah-salah nanti ada kalimat yang lebih jess  terasa :D Kalimat itu bukan sindiran mama tuk membuatku segera menikah sepertinya ia ...

Sudah beberapa hari, bahkan bulan. Perasaan ini muncul tiba-tiba. Saya rindu kalian :') Jujur saya akui bahwa saya bukanlah orang yang mudah mendapatkan bunga di setiap tidur. Namun sekalinya saya bermimpi, itu seperti pertanda atau wujud kerinduan atau malah wujud kelelahan selama terjaga. *** Misalnya pada saat pertama kali mengajar level SMA untuk persiapan SBMPTN. Sudah jauh-jauh hari saya selalu mengatakan TIDAK disetiap permohonan, baik permohonan dari staff senior maupun rekan kerja yang faktanya tanpa ku ketahui sebelumnya ia juga seniorku di kampus. Sampai pada akhirnya, pihak yang lebih berwenang dibanding mereka pun turun suara dan memberi pernyataan bahwa saya harus siap dengan itu.